Sunday, October 31, 2010

Parenthood for the win!

I have been in a tight financial situation for months now. All that because my job, during the end of summer, lacked hours to give out weekly. Of course, I went from full-time to part-time for a month or so. Therefore, I was looking elsewhere for a job which, I could not find. Meanwhile, my bills were running at my ass for payment and now, All my cash passes in it. Which brings me to my current situation.

I use public transit to get to work and I often purchase monthly a pass to get to work and for my leisure times as well. Now, I am lacking 20$ for it. Called my mom and my dad for some support. They did, in response, what they do best : Bitch/Not returning my calls/Lie to me. My mom bitched about me asking for 20$ (even though I always give back the money in time) and my dad just left me without news of any kind or if he did, tell me he will know if he can help me on XYZ date and, of course, never give me any feedback from his ''claims''.

I find it terribly ironic that he came crawling to me to lend him 100$, last summer, because he broke his fucking dentures but when I ask for 20$, like a good father, he disappears into the night. Fuck, I could see and touch my fucking feet in my shoe footprints because they were so torn away, until recently. When I fixed my grandpa's computer, last weekend, he noticed the battered state of my shoes and bought me 2 PAIRS! Just like that! My parents won't even lend me 20$! What the fuck? To make this even more pathetic, I explained my situation to a guy I know and he, without any fucking conditions, lend me 200$! That was a few months ago, though.

My parents are assholes.They know what situation I am in. They know I am rushing to meet ends and still, nothing. I am fucking staying home this Christmas.